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25 May 2008 |
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Illogical, incomplete, in contempt, unable, exaggerated, uncooperative, failure to produce, below threshold, exceedingly anxious, phobic comments - 0 |
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creatively bankrupt |
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09 May 2008 |
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Having a conversation with my very good friend lead us to a quote that really, really mortified me in how well it summarized every aspect of society -- We live in a Junkyard culture. There is nothing further to elaborate on or try to allude to. It is a complete way of describing everything around you. Creatively bankrupt people have completely taken over every aspect of society and marginalized it into this complete awful allegory of consumerism and lack of depth. comments - 0 |
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Summer, Summer go away come back another day |
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01 Apr 2008 |
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Russell Baker once said "Ah, summer, what power you have to make us suffer and like it." comments - 0 |
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Shadows Pay a Visit |
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21 Mar 2008 |
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"Do you not know that there comes a midnight hour when every one has to throw off his mask? Do you believe that life will always let itself be mocked? Do you think you can slip away a little before midnight in order to avoid this? Or are you not terrified by it? I have seen men in real life who so long deceived others that at last their true nature could not reveal itself;... In every man there is something which to a certain degree prevents him from becoming perfectly transparent to himself; and this may be the case in so high a degree, he may be so inexplicably woven into relationships of life which extend far beyond himself that he almost cannot reveal himself. But he who cannot reveal himself cannot love, and he who cannot love is the most unhappy man of all." comments - 0 |
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leading them from light to shadow they will see as one |
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13 Mar 2008 |
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I have nothing to show for myself except waste and pestilence and an overwhelming feeling of exempt. I'm living a linear life of fundamentally bankrupt routine filled with zero substance, culture, motivation and equality. I'm filling myself with more superstitious bullshit and more hope for guidance from something that I really don't know anything about yet. I'm trying to find meaning in shit that doesn't have meaning or even an ounce of a chance of having meaning. I don't even know what I'm trying to process right now but this is a completely awful train of thought thats making me want to hit myself with a baton really hard. I really would like to hit myself with huge blunt objects to see if it'll maybe give me a pattern of thought that doesn't make me feel nauseous when I'm sitting up at 3:20 in the morning reconstructing my day and having a panic attack when I think about the word I mispronounced to a complete stranger that I'll never see again or, how I cannot even come close to gripping my own stupidity and complete false sense of self-worth. This is my own cocoon of queasy. comments - 0 |
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I'M NOT DEAD |
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08 Mar 2008 |
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I have a million little stories and ten thousand aspects of humanity to share with the non-existent masses. Show me your bones and I'll show you a disgraced vocalist comments - 0 |
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join me, in the realms of the unreal |
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08 Jun 2007 |
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this image summarizes everything that goes through my head Confession comments - 0 |
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sick |
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30 Apr 2007 |
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I'm sick. I have the flu. I'm going to canada soon. I'm lonely, I have no hair in the middle of my head and my urine is murky. I'm pretty sure I'm dying. Does anyone want my next generation gaming console once I die or should I bury myself with it comments - 0 |
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the life of a mystical dolphin |
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14 Mar 2007 |
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I wish I knew more about Jazz. I think people who are really into Jazz are cool. I wonder what it's like to wear those glasses that have sunglasses attached to them that you can flip up when you're indoors and sunglasses are inappropriate, I bet people who wear those are really into Jazz and can tell you about percussion and things of that nature. comments - 0 |
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Cocorosie - The Adventures Of Ghosthorse & Stillborn |
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10 Mar 2007 |
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THIS RECORD FUCKING SUCKS comments - 0 |
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ramble ramble |
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03 Mar 2007 |
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I haven't taken a photograph in nearly a month and a half. I have no desire to do anything but get out of bed and hit myself in the face with a pipe. I don't know where I am but I know it's cold and my arm and leg hurts which means a storm is brewing. I wish I knew how to change the emoticons on the CuteNews software I installed. I wish I wasn't full of beans all the time and I have bills to pay and I ain't talkin' about a ducks mouth. comments - 0 |
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The facts, jack. |
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06 Feb 2007 |
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I sleep upside down, I don't know sign language, I have a pet but it's in a different world, I'm unfamiliar with the term unfamiliar, I've never been capable enough to crush a fully inflated Football with my bare hands, I eat fluently with chopsticks and never make the common linguistic error of calling them "chapsticks". I think Poland is a great word but not a great place, but they have a lot of malnourished men there which would make it great for me because I could beat everyone up and take whatever worldly possessions they have. I still don't "get" people who aren't down with the clowns and I simply love to dance comments - 0 |
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lets face it |
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06 Feb 2007 |
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who really believes homosexuals exist? give me some proof. I've never seen one in the real world and I'm starting to believe this is an illusion by the Mindfreak Criss Angel. comments - 0 |
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